Before graduation the last in the evening

Before the graduation in memory the last in the evening, there are stifling be agitated and depression in air, the flavour of a summer is mixed in dry air, loaf about everywhere. What the classmate in the dormitory goes is about the same, remain empty inferior block to show outside, a few rubbish that pile nobody to sweep are on the side, remain only in the dormitory I and 10 thousand according to. Classmate of 4 years goes straight towards a thing each in an instant, their some found satisfactory job here, some went the city that oneself like, some coming home child bear father line of business, some still is hiring cheap house to awaiting the resume that pitching goes to outside, an ineffable sadness emerged my mind. The school sets tomorrow must leave school, tonight will be me be in this school is even what stay in this city is the last in the evening. A kind premonition strongly the cerebra that is full of me, send pointed —— to some of thing will send inborn hold a memorial ceremony for possibly till the head from sole my parting youth. From now on, my pure will come back no longer. At first I sleep, will drive the train tomorrow even, but high temperature changes below the groan sound with deplorable electric fan more unbridled, I sat simply. I see 10 thousand according to also heat up so that sat, messy hair obscured her double eye, the sky on the side of her is putting the baggage that has cleared away on the bed, cumbersome boot went up to lock up, she wants to take away all her secrets silently it seems that. "Hey, do you also sleep to be not worn? "I asked her. "Too hot " her expression is very painful. "Will leave here eventually tomorrow, I also do not think " again really she complements. 10 thousand have some of eccentric girl according to this, although I follow her to be the same as the dormitory 4 years, but I also am not very much to her understanding, it is courtesy demands reciprocity at ordinary times, maintaining apparently friendship, I am actually very good to her impression, she grows very beautifully, study result is right also, but the sense that she gives you always is ignore cold heat up suddenly, stand or fall. "We will play a card, sleep to be not worn anyway I say ……" . "Good, you shuffle, I come immediately "My in succession washed her 5 times to just sit, I just diffuse hair combs trimly after the head, plunge into horsetail, will rise more beautiful, she what I will comment very hard in mouth of a few people is contacted, tell candidly, she is in the reputation in the classmate is very bad, especially the idle talk broken words of schoolgirls, it is to say her probably not proud self-love, the life is profligate etc. "How be if play, defeated to do? "She interrupted my feeling suddenly, I was frightened jump, had answered a god to come rapidly. "Informal I say your " . "Was defeated to want money, it is OK also that that thing expresses her adroitness lets " I am very amazed. "Look are you veteran oh? "Look are you veteran oh?? She laughed at ——" to be defeated by must to have penalty slightly, otherwise much more uninteresting " . Knowing is her today's luck is to be appeared really, still be the makings that she is not card games at all, she is taking very serious hold <> in the armsing to wear snatch all expression, but she always is defeated, one bureau catchs one bureau ground to be defeated, when her card is bad, I won her easily, when her shop sign is good, my shop sign is better than hers, then such, she is imperceptible ground play away all pocket money on her body, hand catenary, the hairpin that just bought even, finally it is to be not taken really on her hand what to give the thing with worthy what, then she says, "You say, how penalty is OK " , I wanted a little while to say, "This one bureau, who is defeated to tell a story, must be the true story ……" that happens in the others on him body not to know. "Is this the privacy that should announce this? "She says. "OK also so say, but also may be I am defeated! But also may be I am defeated!! She hesitated a little while, say " is good next " . She turns over last pieces of card gently, it is wintersweet K, I break up, it is wintersweet A, she has was defeated. Her story is very long, and she still is told very specificly, detailed, let a person listen drowsy, I now probably can the main content —— that she tells since repeatThat is me 4 years old when, I broke the vase of a celadon into pieces not carefully, the vase that brings figure only then is the thing that father likes most, that is father send him him when to the leader makes furniture, father says: "That vase is that director both hands is holding those who take him in the arms, and return land of in ruddy health say: "You are the best carpenter ……" on this world. Without doubt, I sufferred the deepest ordinal going-over in memory, my arm, all on the leg left the scar of a path red, mom exhausted systemic effort will hit me it seems that, when her tired big mouth is big when panting, just stop, I burst into tears, I still did not clear up among them cause after how many years, mom is to feel distressed that only broken vase, still be afraid that father is angry, it is hate I am not sensible, still abreacting the resentment to father. I when me always am the high-heeled shoes that on the sly puts on mom, imagining his is the proudest princess on this world, my white horse prince can take flower skill to taking money to receive me single-handed, take me to leave here next, come back no longer forever. My Spring Festivals, it is the day that everybody reunions, I and young associate people putting firecracker downstairs, play tired, I return the home, see a person takes the mother on the sort of old chair of a summer to cry, tear falls along cheek shedding, she cries to panting at the same time at the same time, I run over take everything into one's own hands lives mom's hand asks about: "Mom, father, how has not father come back? &rdq